Honest

The thruth will set you free.


I wish I had the strength to speak the thruth...

Fairy Tail

Third Law of Fairy Tail's farewell ceremony: "Tough our paths may have diverged, you must continue to live out your life with all your might. You must never consider your own life to be of little value and you must never forget about your friends, who loved you..."

Avanzar

No basta con sentirse bien y pensar que estoy feliz, ya he caído en la ingenuidad de dejarme llevar por eso y no tomar acciones para respaldar mis sentimientos. Así que ahora no, por muy bien que me sienta, siempre hay que tener en cuenta la inestabilidad emocional.

Un nuevo esfuerzo, nuevamente a conquistar día por día, ocupando tanto tiempo que no me quede para pensar y debilitar mi mente hasta el punto de ahogarme en un vaso de agua, ahora sí voy a tener mugre debajo de mis uñas, basta de siempre empezar de nuevo.

Again and again

I feel TRAPPED.


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I'm the voice inside your head you refuse to hear
I'm the face that you have to face, mirroring your stare
I'm what's left, I'm what's right, I'm the enemy
I'm the hand that took you down, bring you to your knees
So who are you? Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you? Yeah, who are you?

I'm still the pretender.

Epiphany...in music and energy

It's like you were waiting for me the whole time, August. Or maybe it was me, I was waiting and I finally got to know you, and the music. It was so beautiful, August Rush.

Now I need to explore this, my energy in those moments was incredible, the connection of the notes, the rhythm of life, the flux of my energy was something I've never experienced before, or maybe a couple of times but...

Thank you for the music, I really needed it. And it all comes to show that when you move forward, the universe helps you...After that bad and numbing stall, I decided to walk again and then, it came, right at night, thank you, August Rush.



It's hard to express it really, but that state was really something else, the music, the rythm, it is all conected and I can feel it. Each and every sound, every movement makes a difference in the universe and it is all composed  and built in a magnificent way. I sense that, just as August received his music from the universe, we all can receive a grand experience from it, we just have to pay attention. And I guess that I'm able to feel some of that, maybe not the music, but something like the flux, it comes in energy, in thoughts, it's amazing...

I think I'll have to address this matter again , but for now, let's go!

Repetition

"Even if you're on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there".

This is happening now. Now I don't know how to face them, it's the exam situation all over again.
Walk different if you want things to change.

Trapped inside this octavarium.
I need some creativity.